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poem : how the skunk made me feel gay ( socrates monae tale part 4)


I hope and pray everyday i believe in heaven, i watched my world crash like 9/11

I wake up evey morning to pray , begging the lord to help me find my way .
What if i wake up every morning to masturbate and turn my day to a total waste .
I hit the shower and was ready for school the next hour .
I walked out with a smile on my face because it looked like a good day but forgot to tie my lace .
So i tripped and hit him, he had this eyes i could take my eyes off. He was talk dark and buff .

What am i thinkoing am a guy whose attracted to another guy. His ass look cute, i felt the urge to get high .
So i walk foward and hit her by mistake. I saw my breathe in the air streaching its hand telling me take .
She was wonderful and her body was amazing , her ass could quench the fire in hell and leave olympios blazing .

I walk and staggered on the hall way, the skunk in my brain had come to play. Then i saw him again and told him how i felt about him. And he kissed me leaving the class with a big scream . Then she walked and saw the action . I had kissed her the night b4 expressing my love and sffection.

When i hit her i didn't notice she was the one, all i could think about was I'm on one . •̸№ω the skies could be blue idont mind with out you is a waste of time . But his lips were on mine, if i pulled back he would hate me . If i continued she would leave me. I was in hell and every thing came in a flash back with my inferiority complex and i pushed him away and ran to my bay .
•̸№ω the world thinks am gay, my minds fucking with me i don't know what to say. She cried and told me to leave . Ur blocking the air lanray i can't breathe.

I had a serious relationship and i had failed . That night her brother shot me cuz she hanged her self, i died and he was jailed. Thanks to the skunk i knew what heaven was. It was that feeling in between love and lust.

I woke up in the hospital 5days later, and turned to see she wrote me a love letter . I should have committed sucide and when i said he shot me i lied . Because i couldn't see a lone and feel the rejection , i picked up my car and drove into an ocean ........

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