Vintage Boulevard

Sigh! Do u love me or not ? That's one question insecurity causes. Ladies need to understand the fact that if i didn't love u for so long i won't put up with your sorry ASS for 20 years ( frustration causes that).  Wow!!!! Breakfast is not the usual this morning and the kids notice there is something wrong . Dad keeps acting like his on the phone and mummy has brunt everything i mean the breakfast and all . They plan on taking me to grandma's place but they forgot my grandparents are all dead. I'm sure when they remember their eyes would no longer be red. Bang!!!! Another shot was taken. Who died who died is what i asked but lol it was my dad drinking and unusual shot of brandy this morning .  So we are in the car and the silence kills me . They both stare apart and the loneliness drives me crazy, so i screamed and they both looked back, "Daddy, daddy a trailer a trailer" i said, Boom the coalition left two dead and one alive. Tears dropped from my ...

I always wondered what seating at the back would be like . It hasn't been good to be honest , why ? Because i feel segregated from the world . Imagine a world with peace and prosperity and a future with success and divine favours (won't the world be a better place ) but no the devil just had to spoil every thing . Well all i can say is not everything created can be perfect . If i told u i was the best at everything would u believe me ? No . But if i told u i was a looser, ur dirty mouths would open and start to laugh . That's how a man feels when he feels something real and a lady tells him its mere infatuation, that's how a pastor who as done nothing but serve God feels when his been sent to hell for a mistake that could be over looked . How many people have searched for true love and have found one ? How many have seen true love and have lived it till the end ?. When our parents talk about their affair its always we fell in love at so so and so place , bu...

Emotions run deep as we live our lives , we have seen them grow from friends to mothers and wives Understanding a woman is a key to a successful relationship. Understanding yourself is the key to any friendship . We all want to be love and loved back , we want to grow old and see our seeds breed seeds that would flourish We long for the days we succeed and never perish If ur still in love with ur past then your future would never last, if ur in love with ur future then u misunderstood your past. Our life has no definite turn, as the best work hard but the lazy succeed. Or as the sober die rich and the happy die in need . We have ironic stages and iconic phases to the world we build , the child we build and the nation we develop. I once saw dating more than one woman as a key to being a bad guy, but the past hunts the future and i don't wanna be that guy . So i pick my pen and write in my diary my list of does and don't and the lies and quotes , the love and the ...

You crossed my thoughts earlier today, Deep down my heart I knew I had something to say, We might have had a rough start, But everything turned out beautiful after that, You write everyday to express how you feel inside, But no one does the same for you even those u r beside, So this one here is specially 4 you, Its not perfect but it will make you smile too. I'm sorry that the first encounter we had was bad, Its so unfortunate that it made you so sad, Words cannot make up for first impressions, But I promise you that wasn't my intention. The little time I got to spend with you, Was splendid and am happy I got the opportunity 2, Nd until the day we meet again, Forever in my heart u will always remain.

Wow ! My mouth opened as i had a glimpse of the future . She walked pass with the swag of a starving vulture , The last girl told me there would be tears , but •̸№ω all i can see are there would be fears . How do i win suck a beauty over when she's with someone else, how would i talk to her when if i don't i would kill myself, Her smile was amazing, and all i could do was keep gazing . Light skinned model with the body of a new born , elegant like five queens fighting for the fashion throne . Her eyes read pain , but her soul read loneliness , if i have a moment i know i would ruins it with foolishness . I get sloppy around beautiful ladies who love to take things slow. And i break up faster than i love u when it comes to girls i don't know . If i have a minute i would spend it like an hour , because time is money and i hope we spend it together .

The rain poured its emotions on the ground as the ground took its vengeance on we humans. I sat on the balcony with my blunt and a smile, and watched the strange clouds as they cried on humans . The sun must have broken the winds heart again , or the ground fought the heavens and zeus threw his thunder bolts in vain . Wait what do i see? It was a beauty like never before, but i didn't understand how because my visions were blur . I was high and my day just began, i walked when the rain stopped like i lost all the problems in the world . A single man whose only problem was not how to get but how to keep a girl . So i went to the cinemas to see a movie but steared at the blank screen, blowing my blunt as the smokes made realities become dreams . And then she walked in with this awful look, 1,2,1,2 were the steps she took . And sat beside me asking for my blunt i thought she would choke , Maine i love me a girl that loves to smoke. We talked for a while and i became ...

Open windows let the fresh air into our hearts, feelings so sweet cuz its touching everybody part . I feel relaxed when am onto you, memories stick like glue since when i lost you You came to Africa and stood out , you went back to America to blend in. My feelings for you makes me want to eat my heart out, the thought of you leaving is still trying to sink in. Its been a while back for many days, i waited seven seasons and counted the rains, i remember the pleasures but still feel the pain, the road to getting drunk is numb so i had to board the night train . Sweet taste of that alcohol, feeling so BIG but next to you am referred to as biggie smalls, Your voice was like that of a sleeping beauty, lazy on the bed but still keeps it naughty, your beauty's like that of snow whites, pink lips, dark hair, flip the camera and turn on the red lights. You were the best but left me the worst, feelings so blessed but living as cursed

Rich kids never taste poverty, while poor kids aspire to have a taste in prosperity I woke up from the noise of the cars passing by, i lived in the slums where the affairs were do or die. Just and ordinary peasant who worked for a sailor, but was so poor he couldn't afford a tailor . One of our sails we took on the richest man in Paris, he had a lovely daughter her name was Jean blanc Frances Mavis. I was her tour guide, but later on we grew more and more to like our kind. She had a boy friend who she disliked because he was forced on her, one night i couldn't hold the lust i felt for her . She woke up in my arms feeling all happy and wild, never knew we would hear the cries of a child. Her father found out about our affair and made me disappear, the rule that the poor can't love the rich is deeply unfair . Locked away for 13 years and every day i cried , to take my life so many times i tried. In my 15th year the prison burnt one faithful night, i swam aw...

please before you read today's blog note that every emotional thing here is real added with a little friction . Please today i need ur comments on what to do because the loneliness inside me has reached its boiling point. Majority carries the vote should i leave or should i stay the ball is in ur court. Post : diaries of a loner ( part one ) I wake up every morning thinking about the same girl, it was like any normal day she came into my world I like women but i prefer to keep to myself, but since i met her i couldn't help myself. We talk everyday and say a lot of funny stuffs, she says she's not ready and there can't be any us . The funny thing is i know she doesn't believe a word I'm saying, or maybe the fact that my Ex left me sad and boring . Tears drop for my eyes every night because i know i won't be happy, but its her choice and all i want her to do is be happy. I never want to see the smile on her face turn to frow...

Loud cheers from the crowd as i hit the stage to perform the one song that made me a star @ my age We are young and reckless, filled with fun and are care free, that's my certain things occur to me I always dreamed of being a football player but i found myself entertaining people with music, they all know its me because i start with let's do this. Rain poured from the sky as i thrilled the fans, i could hear them chant my song as far as the opposite stands. I had fought with my girl the night before and used alcohol to cure the pain, little did i know that this day would feel the same . A large earthquake happened in china were we where for the show, the stadium began to divide and the whole stage blew . I went into a coma as my body was recovered but my soul watched the events happen, as i walked a lone on the road nobody to talk to. I cried as i thought i had died so i went back home to see if my girl had arrived. I passed through the door ghostly and headed f...

I hope and pray everyday i believe in heaven, i watched my world crash like 9/11 I wake up evey morning to pray , begging the lord to help me find my way . What if i wake up every morning to masturbate and turn my day to a total waste . I hit the shower and was ready for school the next hour . I walked out with a smile on my face because it looked like a good day but forgot to tie my lace . So i tripped and hit him, he had this eyes i could take my eyes off. He was talk dark and buff . What am i thinkoing am a guy whose attracted to another guy. His ass look cute, i felt the urge to get high . So i walk foward and hit her by mistake. I saw my breathe in the air streaching its hand telling me take . She was wonderful and her body was amazing , her ass could quench the fire in hell and leave olympios blazing . I walk and staggered on the hall way, the skunk in my brain had come to play. Then i saw him again and told him how i felt about him. And he kissed me leaving the clas...

Lanray lanray ! Wake up the teachers coming they kept screaming, how do i forfeit this wonderful dream i kept thinking. I woke up it was just another school day, i was sweating in the class that sleep was worth it bay . I turned and saw the class bored and laced with all frowns, and they smiled when Emily woke up the class clown. A geek with no balls i seemed to be b4 break time, not know the next few moments would change my life for a life time . I walked as slowly as i could to the stands to be the last to get my food. I guess all the trouble in the world i tried to avoid i couldn't . He came from behind dashing my head to the still cage, blood gushed out my fore-head with mean rage . I had no form of self defence as i know i would be beaten, but words in my mind said keep moving . I got up and was hit back down for no reason, beaten like a fella who was locked up for treason. Left to bleed to death on the floor she came 2 my rescue, the same girl i met in my dream whe...

Lmao ! I never thought that i could smile again, heartbreak led to stroke, never believed i could walk a mile again . I was laying on my hospital bed when she walked in, 5 foot 4 her body fits everything she's wearing. Like a movie i thought she was the type caught up i superficial glamour, but when she spoke all i wanted to be was her knight and shiny armour She had this smile that makes my world a better place, the first girl whose endowed but her beauty has me steering @ her face. It was like end of days when the world had a blackout, laying in my surgical bed, she ran for help but found a lockdown . I had fallen in love on my dying bed, with a girl who i couldn't talk 2 but to me many books she read . They needed to get me to the nearest hospital, the thought of being with her kept me going. As she took me to the helicopter, the strap on my bed wasn't properly tied. Move where the words she cried . We flew into the air and the storm arose, to rush me out fas...