New poem: she has a boyfriend

I tried to keep the pain,
I tried to keep the tears
Am tired of the rain, even in the darkness i still fight my fears .
She had my world she had my life , she was my future she was my wife.
we smiled everyday at each other , we gave eachother our free time . Am lost in my on thoughts , taking a stroll in my free mind . What do i have against ur love ? What do i have against ur lies ? What do i have againts ur frears ?. All the pain of the world i see through ur eyes . I wish i could be with you forever but we just friends , wish i could kiss you forever but good things come to an end . So i hold nothing against your boyfriend because i was just a substitute love. But i have something against genuine because that's how ture i love . I hate being a capricon but you had my heart all along . Good things must end . Every night i see you in the arms of your boyfriend .

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